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It's not over

2010-09-02T20:30:00.002+08:00

1/4 through prelims now. Time seem to fly so fast. It seemed just yesterday where I was in sec 3 happily enjoying my time. But now, there's less than 60 days to O levels. Less than 2 months. Less than 8 weeks. Guess it's time that I get serious on my studies.

Quite a few things happened since I last blogged. Some of the better things will be I got closer to my friends. Worst thing will be that images of the past is still haunting me. I should have learned to let go long ago. Why haven't I. Someone drag me out of this living nightmare. No matter how hard I try... The memories still seem to be there. No matter what I do... Perhaps I'm destined to remember it forever? I'm not so sure about anything anymore. Studies and church are the only things that I want to concentrate on right now. Even so, it still hurts.

Juniati told me something yesterday which I seem to find to a shock. Didn't believe that you would actually say that. Well, things change, people change. I changed. Not sure what had gotten into me though. Had friends who came to me and told me that I changed. I became colder again. It just doesn't seem like the old me anymore. I'm trying to figure out what has gotten into me, or rather. I need to. Perhaps one of my happier moments since I last posted would be when Gloria said that I have gotten more optimistic. Not sure how much true is in that now.

Anyway, Science Practical today was a disaster. Spent about 10 minutes figuring out how to open the bag to put the starch. Spent another 2 minutes trying to untie the knot before noticing that the other side is open. It's a complete disaster. I managed to finish the experiment though. Which is a good thing I suppose.

Geography paper tomorrow. Not sure how I will fare. Just praying and studying right now. I'm still at river and coast though. Praying hard that I make it through tomorrow. I need to pull up my humanities mark with my geography. Otherwise I'm pretty much doomed for it.

Shall post till here today. Will post again when I feel like it

Holychef.

Baby~

2010-07-01T22:37:00.002+08:00

Rested on my bed for about one hour just now, this one hour was probably the longest one hour in my life, I am alone at home. My mind started running wild. After Boon Kiat told me something. Perhaps it's time. Perhaps I should do it. Violent thoughts just flashed through my mind just now, they seemed so real... They seemed like De Ja Vu... I am really praying that what happened in my thoughts just now will not happen in reality.. God Bless...

This few days were nothing special.. Heavy rain, floods, orchard flooded again.. Well, the government is continue to push the blame.. Like this,

*floods*
"that was a freak event that happened once in 50 years"

*floods again*
"don't expect singapore to be flood-free"

*floods even more*
"flood is good/"

I seriously do not wish to live in this country where the highest paid government in the world is not doing anything constructive at all to help the country. I do admit that PAP brought Singapore into what it is today, but it does not give them the right to destroy it. As I mentioned before, Newton's Law of Gravity doesn't work on Singapore, for everything that goes up never comes down. Electricity tariff, water, GST, Food, ERP. Everything is going up. Except our salary~ sigh...

This saturday going for a talk on BGR from my church, hope it's helpful and hope I get to meet new friends there. Boon Kiat, if you are reading this, go kay? I will tell you something on that day.

Been chatting with a few people this few days, namely Dipern and Adeline. Good people to chat with :) 'O' level MT oral is tomorrow though, I'm so nervous for it, especially for the passage reading. Sigh....

Lord Bless..

Holychef....

Down~~

2010-06-27T19:13:00.003+08:00

Have not blogged for a loooooooong time~~. Shall resume blogging today. Though it might not be everyday stuff but.. oh well..

A lot of things happened since my last post. I moved house, got over things, got new things, got my own room, got to bug Arthur to webcam with me. Pretty fun I suppose. Having my own room is still the best part. The privacy I enjoy, my own TV, no one cares even if I blast music at like 2am in the morning while singing along. Light is on until 2am. Got to do my homework/revision in peace. Seriously, there are a million things that I can say about having my own room. But this post is not for it :) Maybe the next post, or the next next post.

This post is basically meant for someone special, whom I hold close to my heart, and is the first in my heart. That someone is God.. He is the best there is out there and is always there to lend a listening ear.. Though I do give in to my emotions sometimes, he is always there to help me out of it.. He hear my prayers and answers it, He remove my temptations and addiction, and changed me, into a better person I suppose. Ever since receiving the Lord into my heart, I feel more at peace with myself, people find me more cheerful and fun to be with. He is the best person anyone could ever meet. Praise God for it. Hallelujah~~

Recently got myself a study bible too. Courtesy of Auntie Jacq~ She bought it for me even though it's like $40+><. Reading it everyday now. Currently still at Genesis 14 though. The bible is really an interesting read.

Days where we do not need to go to school seems to end so soon, and I'm not using the word holidays is because we basically have no holidays. Even during days when we no need to go to school, the homework is still a mountain~ The teachers think that we only have the subject that they are teaching. The homework are like mount everest ._. , and I'm not intending to complete it.

Anyway, why do we need to do homework >:( I rather use the time for homework to do revision (which, in my case, does not include homework). Well, bought another notebook to do my notes, bought a new pen, a new file (I'm basically can't repack my old files as I am caught by the disease known as Little Astronaut likes Zig-zag Yatch, A.K.A Lazy <-- Alright I know it's lame but I couldn't come up with anything :(~...)

So yea, went for some bonding session with clique during holidays~ Mahjong at Zhong Ren's House, pool at safra, World cup with Dipern. Gosh now I'm hooked onto world cup. Wondering how I am going to sleep as there is a match where Argentina is playing on monday 2.30am ><

Oh well~ Shall post until here~ Shall upload again soon and post some photos if I have the time to go out and take them.~

Ta~

Holychef.

Moving house~

2010-05-03T23:38:00.002+08:00

Moving house on 14 May~ Have got most of the furnitures already. Now waiting for renovations to complete so that we can move in :) Lazy to post much right now.

Lately, been thinking about some stuffs. About the past. To let go or not. I still have not made that decision. My surroundings tell me I have to. But my heart tell me otherwise. Which should I follow?

It's late

2010-04-25T23:38:00.002+08:00

Well, pardon for not posting as often as before. Sec 4 life is just busyyyyyyyyy~

A lot of things happened the past few weeks, the few major ones would be I got my new crumpler bag, I accepted Christ into my heart and my feelings for her finally died. Haha. Thank Lord for that, if it wasn't for You. I would probably still be lovesick everyday thinking about her.

Well, things are picking up. Moving house on 14 may, I am catching up in my studies, still thinking of dropping chemistry though. It's as my friend said. 'Would you rather get all Cs just to focus on the one subject that you are weak in, or would you rather get all As and a F for the subject you are weak in'. I admit an F in my 'O' level cert wouldn't look good. So I'll be deciding for myself during midyear. Drop or keep, that's a tough choice. Chemistry seems to be a very important subject in JCs and some polytechnic courses. Dropping it would certainly cut off a lot of possible routes for me to take next time. Sigh. Tough choice.

As for my new bag, got The Complete Seed today at crumpler paragon. <3 it so much~ Though it seems a little bit big, I think it would suit me just fine :)

Hey... I tried...

2010-04-10T18:24:00.004+08:00

This post will just be some memories of mine... extracts of my diaries/letters... Emo post this time~

Hey… when you read this letter, you would have probably opened the box already… I kept all our memories inside that box… I wrote a diary of the 2 months 17 days that we were together… I still remembered when I first asked you for stead… It was on 2 October 2009, 8pm… We were chatting with each other and you made me say out who I like… To be honest, I have never regretted saying out to you… On 3 October 2009, 12.45pm… I realized what you mean when you asked me to listen to the song ‘Love, sex and magic’ … That was the first time I really fell in love with a girl… to me, my ex was just another nobody… someone that have the status of ‘my girlfriend’… We really never held hand before… Do you remember when I told you that I’ve never hug any other girls or held any other girl’s hands before except yours.. It’s really true… When you wouldn’t believe me.. my heart really broke… Though I didn’t blame you for it, as I really love you a lot then… Do you remember… On 31 November, about a week before our 2nd month, was the first time we went for a scout training together. It was also the first time you lied on my shoulder in front of others. Do you know how happy I was when you did that… You told me that you like to lie on my shoulder and hear my say I love you. I still remember that. Because everything you told me. I still remember them. However, our relationship underwent a change during 7/11/2009… during the scout’s 40th anniversary campfire… I do not want to talk about that… I know it is my fault.. and I am sorry for what happened.. The book that is included in the box was something I got for you after that day, I wanted to give it to you when we went to put up the banners, but you seemed so emo that day… On 31 november 2009, you passed me the teddy bear that is inside this box, I’ve been sleeping with it every night onwards… On that day, I tried to give you the necklace and the keychain too… but you didn’t want to take it… I really didn’t understand why than… Remember when I asked you to pass Hui Ling’s souvenior to her too? You immediately didn’t want to and turned emo… I understand how you feel than… I guess all I can say now is that. I’m sorry.

I still remember on December 21. 1 day after we broke up, I went to your house in the early morning as I couldn’t sleep, but I didn’t knock on the door. I didn’t dare to… Truth to be told, that was not the first time I went… Everytime I made you angry, I would go to somewhere near your house and think if I should go up… But every time, I didn’t… I did not know why myself, perhaps it’s because I’m scared your parents will scold, or perhaps it’s because I felt ashamed to face you… I’m sorry. That’s all I can say…

Yet... when you received the box... you just threw it away..... Hey... I tried... That's all I can say to myself...

YOG learning journey~

2010-03-24T22:54:00.006+08:00

YOG learning journey was... nothing special? Haha. Took some pics, play games, went for a talk. that's all. Shall post the photos I took. :)

Moi hootie~ :D

Some photos i took in sch~ :D

lunchie~

2010-03-21T21:50:00.003+08:00

Had lunch outside today! :) Pre-ordered my Collector's edition FFXIII Guide book too. Collecting it this week. Got it at a steal of $45 bucks. :D The shops are selling at like, $60 and above nowadays, there's only 210,000 copies printed worldwide so it's really limited edition :D Meeting the seller this week soon~

Today~ Went out to eat with mum, got my eyedrops for contacts at plaza sing. Went home, slack till now~ Realised I didn't really fufil what my timetable told me to do for everyday this week. Skipped like 2-3 days :x oh well. Haha, shall post some photos today~ I got more comfortable with contacts now! :D

Contacts contacts contacts!!

2010-03-17T16:57:00.003+08:00

Finally got my contact lens!! Brand is acuvue and bought at $15 bucks for a pair :) Bought at Zheng Hao's parent's shop. :) Still trying to get used to it though. Quite hard for me to look at bright lights with it D: Studying currently. Determined to pass my O's with L1R4 11 points and below. Will be going swimming/pool with Wee Haw, Zhong ren, Zheng hao later. :D

Short post today. Shall post more tomorrow.

Jobweek~

2010-03-14T18:24:00.002+08:00

Jobweek is very sian this year. How do I put it. Let's just say that the economy is so bad that I can't even more than $100 on the first day (Which have happened for the past 3 years). Earned 56.50 on the first day before going to the ACSI gangshow than going back sch and back home. Left my water bottle in school!! I hope it's in school and not on the cab that I came back in :( My water bottle is like less than 5 days old man.

Nothing much happened for the past few weeks. My CA1 were not up to standards either. L1R4 20 and L1R5 29. Where am I going to go. :(. Failed 2 subjects. MT and Chemistry, both F9, and I am not sure why, but my A math isn't a B but a C6. My common test dragged me down that much? D;

I am going to start studying like this week :( Maybe I'll go study out and study everyday. Will that work? :( I know that I can only study in groups, I won't be able to study alone. No motivation~ Anyone wanna go study jio me out ok? :)

Trust you~

2010-03-06T19:59:00.002+08:00

I gave once chance too many. Too kind I have been. But it will not happen anymore, for I promise that I will change.

Been reading up some books this few days. Well, not really books but files and stuffs that I found online. I managed to grasp a bit of shakespeare's language or some will call it the "ancient language". It goes something like "Thy shall be bethou upon thou, thy master". Where "thy" actually stands for "I" and "thou" actually stands for you and. "Bethou(sp?)" actually means "forever in debt" if I am correct. :)

Nothing happens much last week. Had a very fun guy that came on tuesday and talked to us about building up reading habits during assembly, and Mrs Chin read the 7 habits of highly effective people. It's a self-improvement book by Stephen.R Covey. His son, Sean Covey actually wrote "7 Habits of highly effective teens" and "7 habits of highly effective children". Which was actually a copy of his father book but with difference in each book.

7 habits of highly effective people actually contains very profound english that not everyone can understand. "7 habits of highly effective teens" contains more story gathered from around the world, the language used is not as profound and easier to be understood. The book also contains a lot of examples and quotes from famous people like Shakespeare *part of why I went to read up on shakespeare* while "7 habits of highly effect children" basically contains more pictures for easier understanding.

The habits are as follows
1 - Be proactive
2 - Begin with the end in mind
3 - Put first things first
4 - Think win-win
5 - Seek first to understand, than to be understood
6 - Synergize
7 - Sharpen the saw

Currently, I am reading habit 5 but I am still struggling to do habit 1-4. But I have sort of "mastered" habit 1 and 2, and it have already improved me by leaps and bounds! :D

Going to stay over at new town secondary school later as the flagoff time for the OCBC cycling tomorrow is like 8am, and we have to rent our bike starting from 7am. Shall bring some of my homework there to complete :D

Shall post until here and continue next time~ Tata~

Let Her Go~

2010-03-03T20:05:00.004+08:00

So many things happened this few days~ Where should I start blogging from? Ah, lets start from my life :)

Got a new little sister yesterday :D Dawn Soh from sec 1B. Quite a pleasant little sister :D Fun to be with too.

Today -> School, nothing that special. Settled the problem that have been going on for god knows how long. I told you that if you step on my foot, I will step on yours twice as hard. You didn't want to believe me. Now I'll make you do.

Scouts. Nothing really special happened. Took tests, gave lecture, played game :)

Decided to change blogskin as I was getting quite irritated with pressing the tabs.

2/3/10 ->

School: Did experiment during chemistry! That's something I have been really looking forward to after coming to sec 4. More experiments! :D Managed to sneak some photos. Shall post it up!

Went to eat at Ministry of Food at bugis after school with Stella, Ivan, Zhong ren, Wan lin, Hsin Shu, Sarah and Wita. Had loads of fun there especially with the cake and ice cream. :) Shall post some photos up here. :D

All of me~

2010-02-28T16:59:00.002+08:00

Very sian this few days. Really nothing much to post about, sec 4 life is, well, sec 4 life. With tests nearly everyday in a week and never ending homework, there is literally little to no time for rest at all. Luckily, I can manage my time properly, so I still can study and play :D

Went out nearly everyday after school last week. Swim/eat/play/pool. Tests during the week were not the least bit enjoyable too, my mood this week was really, random? I don't know. My mood seems to be on a constant switch like a sundial.

Changed blogskin during the last week, this skin looks more whitish compared to my usual dark colors. I don't know what to post anymore so I shall post until here today.

White Knight Chronicles

2010-02-25T20:01:00.002+08:00

Ahh~ I'm so killing myself, got myself a new PS3 game called White Knight Chronicles, it's a really fun and addictive game! I like the part where they transform into the knights.

The game is basically a JRPG, something like a mash-up of FF11 and Monster Hunter. It's really fun! You get to create your own character known as your Avatar in the game, but he doesn't have any lines to talk though :( He's like a mute throughout the game, not speaking, even once.

So basically, the game is about this legendary power called the Knights, the knights are like mecha robot stuffs that are really cool! There are 5 knights in total. The Dragon Knight, The White Knight, The Black knight, the Sun king and The Moon Princess. Some of them doesn't have the word Knight in it but they're still Knights :D

The 5 knights can only be controlled by their pactmaker, in which a princess have to chant a spell for the pact to be official. Before each pactmaker can transform into the knight, they must say a phrase of some sort, something like Masked rider.

Oh!~

2010-02-21T21:44:00.004+08:00

Have not been updating. Shall update today! :D

Scouts~

Sec 1s are really fun and enthu! Got to know a few of them well, namely Wenwei and Dawn. :)

The sec 1s are really enthu about getting their full u and the black log book! Seems like it'll get sold out soon. Majority of them have passed the promise and law already, was teaching them salute last saturday too. Played captains ball with them last saturday. My team won! :D I realised that about 3/4 of my team were year 1s, and year 1s score 2 points when they score! So, yea, that's basically how we won, all the year 1s playing.

Last wed, did a dry run for the founder's day event. Scouts marching -> Cui TTM.

From what I gathered, the other CCAs showed the sec 2 and 3s scouts on how to march, but it seems that, the other CCAs' effort went down the drain. Sigh, I guess the sec 2 and 3s are really just....

Today~

Went to Juniati's friend's house to play! Played mahjong, dai di and blackjack. Won some and lost some money. Had loads of fun and made some new friends!! :D

To Siaw Hwee -> I don't know if you will read this, but I ain't fucking disturbing the year 1s, they ask me a question, I answer them, and tell them about scouts, that's all. Don't write on your blog that I am disturbing them, if you really got a problem you want to settle, come find me. Don't be a keyboard warrior. Understand? And don't treat others as your maid and tell them what to tell me, if you want to tell me something, say it to me yourself. Also, the year 1s don't belong to you, so don't say that they are YOUR juniors.

Baby~

2010-02-16T21:22:00.001+08:00

Sorry for not updating in such a long time. Had a busy chinese new year.

Last thurs (11/02/10)

Went to eat reunion dinner with scouts. Everyone thought it was steamboat, but to our not-so-pleasant suprise. It was a 7 course meal that wasn't filling :

( maybe it's cause 4/7 of the dishes were meat :/ Wanted to go henderson wave to slack with Stella and Juniati after that. But it turn out like "Stella: Why cannot go? 9.30pm only mah! *asks what time is it now* Oh shit. Cannot, I need go home make chocolate!" So, the planned was called off.

Last Fri (12/02/10)

Went to eat seoul garden with Keli, Sarah, Ivan Chua, Zhong Ren, Stella, Dipern and Jialing. The price have been reduced! $14.10 per pax! :D It was $15 like last year. Had fun there than went to cineleisure and bought sex bands for clique. My color is white! :D

Sunday (14/02/10)

No valentine this year D: so went to grandpa house to eat dinner. Went to sis house afterwards and played blackjack with her. Won about $7 :D Got some songs from her and drank some stuffs! :D

Yesterday

Went to 3 person house to bai nian~ In order, Ivan, Stella and Alvin.

Had loads of fun but didn't join them for the movie aftermath as I was having a splitting headache. Before I went, I opened my cabinet and had a good look at it. I than realise that the only colors in my cabinet are black, grey and white. The color of my clothes ._.

Today

Killed myself by buying White Knight Chronicles and not completing my homework yet. Managed to chiong finish my homework though. :D

Some photos from long long ago~

23 Eagles Dinner

Seoul Garden

The "Drink"

Check yes juliet~

2010-02-09T19:34:00.001+08:00

Have not posted for quite some time. Sorry about that. Was really busy the last week.

Last saturday (6 feb 10)~

Morning went for the war game at labrador park. I am the photographer so I didn't play :) Took about 300 photos, shortlisted down to about 190? I don't know why, but feelings that were dead got revived, feelings that I want it to die so badly, came back to haunt me. Anyway, enough of that. Went to eat with Wei Sheng, Willy, Min chin, Juniati, Sharmeen and Margaret after that. Reached home like 4.10pm. Completed an act of MGS4 from the start than went out to meet the rest. Went to RI campfire/gangshow after that. It was quite boring until the 2nd game and the last part where they have the dance.

Pics for the War game is in my fb if you guys are interested :)

Yesterday (8 feb 2010)

Nothing really interesting. Boring monday as usual.

Tik Tok~

2010-02-02T18:46:00.000+08:00

Been really busy last week, so didn't get a chance to update. I shall make it up today :)

Had a really fun flag day + steamboat aftermath :)

Saturday~

Flag day~Hafiz, Luqman, Zheng Hao and me went to do our flag day together. Spent the first 2 hours travelling from queensway shopping centre to suntec city to singapore flyer before heading to City hall to do some serious flag day :) Got quite a lot at city hall, filled about half my tin can. :D Went back to queensway and did some more at Anchor point before returning the can at 2pm!

Went to grandpa house to settle some ceremonial business before going back home, bath and rush to queensway to get my new shoes! :D Nike Air span 6+ blue!

Was suppose to meet stella and clique at Chinatown mrt at 6pm. But I reached at 6.45pm. Sorry guys >.<.

Oh well, shall let the photos do the talking! :D

Physics lesson today~ tried to add a special effect to the pic using my phone =x

Discussion for the festivo@ bm yesterday.

Steamboat with BBQ @ side!

Steamboat~

Babysteps~

2010-01-28T16:44:00.000+08:00

This week is super sian. Shall post about tuesday first

Tuesday~
After school : Went to Atrium with Ivan.C and Stella.T. Pei them to repair their phone before going to eat at pepper lunch express :):)

Thursday~
E maths: I think I'm gonna flunk the test, my mind wasn't there. My mind was on what happened yesterday.

Chem : Mdm Lee is back D: praticed electrolysis and tried out some questions.

A math : If I flunk, it will be because of my careless mistakes.

MT : Watched some animation. Slept/Facebook/Twittered throughout :)

Eng: Did some reading. Nothing much.

Geog: Didn't do corrections :X luckily, mrs elangovan didn't check on me :) :) :) Released 15 minutes before end.

Chem: Went through the metals worksheet.

To the people
WE GIVE UP! :)

Shall post the photos for last post and this post here :):)

No boundaries~

2010-01-23T21:12:00.000+08:00

Checked my phone bill online today. A whopping $97.11 bucks. About 2.5x my usual :O. It's due to the internet and outgoing calls =/. SIgh. My sms is still record high at 2.8k though. I have no idea why is it still so high :(. Nothing really happened this few days. Shall post about today.

Scout - Fall in, than we did PT! :D I'm like sort of the only experienced one there. Haha. Helped them to start the timing. :) I'm a good boy! :)

Went for breakfast after that. Fast hand fast leg ordered and ate a bowl of fishball noodles~ :D Went back to school to change than fall in for opening ceremony. I was the flag raiser that day. Kind of messed up a little bit :X Went back to den and entered the records into mr tan laptop. Uploaded the potential sec 1 scouts contact lists too. Than played some games and went for closing ceremony. Really cocked up big time here. 1stly, the flag was stuck. the frayed nylon got stuck at the pulley, so I couldn't bring it down and looked at the leaders twice before Zhi Hao came over and helped me :D He managed to get it down though. Felt so paiseh after that. :X

Went for tuition after that. My teacher want me to change to home tuition. Agreed and we settled the admin stuff. Than today he gave me FOC tuition!! :D Went to mos burger, ate and he taught me differentiation. :)

Home: Checked my bill online ;x. Didn't want to tell my mum, but than I asked her when do we usually receive our phone bills, she said end Jan THAN SHE CALLED M1 and asked about my bills. Luckily, I didn't get a tongue lashing, she just kept on going about that I should use the house phone for outgoing call. :D Upgraded my sunsurf plan from sunsurf lite to sunsurf max. From 20mb to 1gb! :D

Shall post some overdue photos later :D

You belong with me~

2010-01-21T18:55:00.000+08:00

Nothing happened this week. Reached home about 7pm on monday to wednesday. Finally had a rest day today. Reached home at 4pm :)

People are changing. For better or for worst, it's not for me to decide. But to me, a lot of people have changed around me. Including myself. I kept asking myself what could possible be the reason, but it always end up with me thinking about other stuffs. A leopard will never change it's sports. You are a flirt. That's affirmative.

Today~
E math - Did the 6 questions, only managed to finish 5 though. Stayed back after school to complete it.

Chemistry - Free period. Did our chemistry homework. :)

A Maths - Learned Connected Rate of Change. Quite ok though. Managed to get what Mr Wun is saying as I revised my differentiation :):)

Chinese - Didn't do my homework. Chen Jing say that we have to hand it in next tuesday or she will call our parents *roll eyes*

English - Did the comprehension, nothing really special happened.

Geography - Did some mind-map, learned the difference between mind-map and graphic don't know what map. Did some things on historical enmities among the countries, colonial ruling, exploits and stuffs.

Chemistry - Learned about electrolysis. It's hard to catch on :(

Hot and cold~

2010-01-16T19:36:00.000+08:00

Today was a really fun and tiring day :):)

Woke up at 6.15am and reached school at 6.30am. Was VERY tired. Me and Stella were the first to arrive. (PLs were suppose to meet at 6.30am). But at 6.30am, only me and Stella were there. Went to the QM to take the orange nylon, was damn freaking scary. Once you are in the QM, you can't even see your 5 fingers. Worked our way to the switch and on the light. Found the nylon and we rushed back to the den.

Cut the nylon, people started arriving. Briefed the first batch of people who were told to come early :) settled the stuffs, started setting up our booth :). Our booth was the biggest amongst all the CCA I think. Had a swing, brought up the topper, a lot of displays! :D

So yea, the sec 1 orientation started at 10.15am and the 5 UGs took turn to shout our cheer. :) I still have my voice! It's such a miracle, I thought I was gonna lose it this morning after all the shoutings.

After sec 1 orientation, packed up and went home. Didn't went for the study thingy as I could feel that my eye-lid were shutting already. So pangseh-ed them :X Sorry guys.

At home~ SMS-ed a lot of questions. Didn't get reply after like 1.50pm. Sian-ed. Dozed off at 2.30pm while waiting for the reply to come. Mum woke me up at 5pm with macdonald! :D:D. Chatted with H2H buddy from 5.05pm-6.05pm. Now I am very bored. :( lol.

Hotel room service

2010-01-14T19:34:00.000+08:00

My life frigging boring! Everyday is like School -> Home -> Study 1 hour -> homework 2 hour -> EDMW -> PSP -> EDMW -> Blogging. Ahh!! Am going crazy soon~~ >.< O level this year~ 10 points for L1R4 is my target. I must achieve it! :)

Today~
E math - Did homework, got some mistakes so cleared it up and handed in, chatted with Stella, Dipern, Alvin, Ivan and zhao jun for awhile after that.

Chemistry - Learned about rusting. I understood it! :)

A math - Did some questions :):)

Chinese - Wasn't listening. :>

English - Did the 2 body paragraph about the discussion topic "Traveling". I did the "why people like traveling" while hafiz did "why people hate traveling". Was quite okay :) My paragraph was something along the line of...

"Some people like traveling as they would love to see the whole world with their own eyes and learn about the different cultures. Professional photographers may like to travel to places such as Cambodia as the scenery there is simply breath-taking. Some people might also like to travel to learn about the different cultures and their taboos. Others may also have the belief that they only have one life and should live it to the max, and they should go see the whole world while they are still alive and kicking."

:):)

Geography - Had a mini test. A lot of people expected it to be fill in the blank type. But Elangovan gave us the examination type. Wrote till my hand was very tired. I decided to do question 2 first before completing question 1. Than at the last 5 minutes, she was like "ok, i won't mark question 2, i'll only mark question 1." I went like. WTF! I spent like 10 minutes on question 2 and you tell me you will only mark question 1??? >:(

Chemistry - Finished the worksheet :)

New divide~

2010-01-13T20:18:00.000+08:00

Hey guys, shall post about today. Yesterday was a boring day so didn't bother to post. I am losing mood each day to do anything. I don't know why either.. First week of school, told myself must chiong all the way, but now, the motivation seems to have been lost. Sigh.. When can I ever forget about you?

Today~

E math - Learned how to calculate bill and tax rebates/income tax/GST. Had 9 questions for homework~ Chionging later so that I can do my A math in E math class tomorrow. :>

P.E. - Slack and went crazy with Wee Haw, we were talking about THINGS. :) Took my height and weight. 178m :) but 80kg ><>

English - Did the planning and brainstorming for the traveling discussion topic. Wasn't really listening. Wee Haw's favorite place to travel was Africa, why? To teach them about family planning and see how porcupine have sex.

MT - 1.5 hours of Chen Jing. I got 2 words for it. Super Boring. 1st half an hour, I listened, during the second half an hour, I was daydreaming. The last half an hour, I was playing with my phone.

Bio - I have frigging no idea what happened to the answers of my Bio 5 year series. >_<>

CCA - New troop tee was.. TIGHT! :( I asked for dry-fit, not tight-fit! >:( Burned the end of the strings in the den, than nothing much pretty happened. Got everyone set for the sec 1 orientation :):)

I gotta feeling~

2010-01-11T21:16:00.000+08:00

I need to chiong studies!!! I need 10 points and below to get into the course I want in NP. Going bonkers over it soon ._.

I need a study partner :( Subject I need help with - All 3 Sciences!! Mother tongue. Humans! Anyone able to help me with them :(:(

Today~

Bio - Mrs Ng didn't come, the relieve teacher, Ms Kwan, took over her class. The teacher is not strict though, but we were quiet :)

SS - Didn't listen to what sammy was teaching. Was thinking about something there.

Recess - Called the locker company to enquire about my locker. They say they will send me an email. After recess I checked, NO email. >=(

Chemistry - Continued with the properties of metals, learned about what happened when cold water react with metal, steam react with metal and the reaction thingy. Yea... Understood a bit. I wanna change my place :( No one wanna change with me.

E maths - Went through exercise 5.1 and 5.2. Nothing much happened. I did my homework :)

Lunch - Called the locker company again. Finally got my locker number and passlock.

Hall - Saw the graduates get their results. :)

Physics - Went through the test paper. Nothing happened though, very short session only :)

A math - Learned the quotient rule :) Can understand a little bit better now :) It seems quite easy though, just need to have more practice! :)

After school - Went to TBP. Met Wan lin, Charissa and Sarah there. Than went to get my english file and went to eat dinner @ 18chef with Ivan, Wan lin, Charissa and Sarah.

Edit: Photos here~ :)

Sarah with super long receipt.

Charissa staring at something Wan Lin was doing.

My ice cream. After!

Candid shot :)

My baked rice. After! again. :)

Tomorrow~

2010-01-09T18:42:00.001+08:00

At home now. Went for scouts this morning ._. tired >_>

Scouts : Did some ice breaking thing and got the same paper to rehearse for the orientation again. I think I memorized half the template already ._. been doing it for 2/3 years already. After that, went to check the logistics for sec 1 orientation. Need to draw poles on wednesday and try building :) Washed the topper in the boys toilet. Sparkling clean now, ok maybe not sparkling but it's a whole lot cleaner than before. Dismissed and went to eat at some korean restaurant with Evan and Stella. Ordered BBQ fish, quite okay though. I nearly finished the whole fish before I realized that there were thin bones :O. Don't know how many I swallowed already. Slacked for awhile before going to NTUC to walk walk. I was looking for sour cream but couldn't find it~ I want my baked potato with sour cream :(:(:(. Chatted with H2H buddy on the phone for awhile before Stella and Evan bought some chocolate and we went home :)

Home : Tried to cook up the fried noodle at ubin chalet. Failed. Miserably! Now I am having stomachache :( Shall not try it anymore. I just spammed all the sauce I can find into the noodles :(:(

pictures~

Unglam :D

Double unglam :D

My bbq fish :D

Low kay hwa books!! :D:D

@someone - You most probably won't see this. But I will still post it.

You totally ignored me today. I didn't want to trust what I see. What I felt. What I heard. But you really ignored me today. You told me the feelings weren't there anymore. But why? Why choose to do that. I scolded you. I admit I was wrong. You said you would forgive me, but you are turning back on your words. You know I hate people who break their promises and go back on their words. So why did you do this? Why. If that's how this is going to carry on. Fine. I shall stop trying.

Dangerous~

2010-01-08T15:24:00.000+08:00

Didn't post yesterday as I was too tired after visiting NP~ Fun experience though. But with my heavy bag + water bottle. Not so fun anymore. Visited school of media and film studies~ I wanna go there next time!!! Just checked the requirements to enter Mass communications and Advertising and public relations. English must score B3 and above ._. Have to work harder for my english.

So here's yesterday's post with today's :)

Yesterday~ 7/01/10

E maths - Did compound interest and stuff. Loads of homework~ :(:(

Chem - Went to com lab. Sign up for glogster. It's a web where we do our poster for the mini project? There was not enough com so I shared a com with stella, with her being the one using it. Signed up for account and watched stella played around trying to create a poster then came the funny part. We were trying to find more stars symbols for her to put up then mdm lee said "you can put your name as whatever you want. AHbeng, AHseng, AHlian also can." Me and Stella looked at each other than to the screen before bursting out laughing while she was trying to keep me silent about what we were laughing about. She put her name as AHstar. Ironic isn't it? Somehow I became the group leader for my group =/ I don't wanna be the group leader!! >:(

A math - Learned the product formula for differentiation. Was suppose to hand up part 2 and 4 too. But I don't know where I put mine. Oh well. :)

Mt lesson - New seating arrangement again! >=(. I'm now right in front ._. Chen jing rushed to mark finish all our test papers that we did yesterday on 6 Jan. To my suprise. I passed!! 37/70 :D. Looks like my trying paid off! Shall try harder next time :):)

English - Did the presentation for the Two thing that I ________. Didn't get chosen :) I really won't know how to say what is the two thing that I _____ in front of the whole class though =X Those who wanna know can ask me in msn :)

Geog - Went in for less than 25 minutes and we were dismissed to go to the polytechnics. Did some recap on the last lesson and learned some new things. Elangovan now want us to stand when we go into class and answer a question before we can sit down!! >:( Have to constantly take notes now.

NP - Fun experience! :):) Got to visit the school of media and film studies and see the course I like. :) Got a free t-shirt and goody bag too!

Today~ 08/01/10

E maths - Learned some things about loan and stuff. It feels like we're doing POA but on a basic level. Slacked and talked to Stella and Ivan for the last 10 minutes about the CCA orientation.

SS - New seating arrangement. I'm now at the back with Dipern :) nothing much special happened. Did some target setting and what we hope to expect from the school and teacher. I wrote "Allow food in class :)". :)

English - Continued with the picture discussion. Me and Hafiz were partners =x 1st to present was Jolyn if I'm correct. After that was Sok hoon than Hafiz. Helped Ms Nora to type what they were saying into her laptop :) The last person was suppose to be me. But I was typing so Hafiz had to answer it. :)

CEP and PCT - Ms wee is our CEP teacher :) Quite a good teacher. Did some survey and saw the photos she took when she went overseas :) Kept laughing at the back with Dipern, Stella, Alvin and Ivan. Had loads of fun. Chose our class committee during PCT. Wita is now the class chairperson, Farah the V.Class chairperson, Billy the P.E Rep, forgot who was the CIP rep and NE rep. Ms toh was telling us to choose a vice chairperson that is good for the class than the boys went cheering "billy billy!!". Billy didn't want to be but he shouted along before noticing that he is sabo-ing himself and stopped. Those who saw it at the back burst out laughing.

Pictures~

Brochure~

Ngee ann poly water :O

Say cheese :D
Ngee ann poly shirt :D

SS class. ._.

Sad day~

2010-01-06T18:41:00.000+08:00

Today was really not my day. First, woke up in the morning trying to find my scouts record booklet but couldn't find it. Got a scolding from mum before going to school. Reached school, realized that my phone wasn't fully charged. ._. had to survive with about 80% battery life but my phone eventually died :(

Lessons~

E maths - Just did some setting up of rules and stuff. Late 1 minute must pay 10c ._.

If late hand-in homework must stay back and complete. I don't quite like this one =<

Learned about profit and losses today. Quite an easy topic~ Shall do homework later~ :)

PE - Got an MC so just slacked at a corner and chionged my chinese book review. Wrote some crap about avatar while chatting with Madeline and Stella.

English - Did the quiz on the words we learned yesterday~ I remembered all my words! And the sentences given in the small slip of paper :) Nothing else really happened. Just that after the game, the top 3 winners have to do a group cheer. Zhong ren's group was first, Wan lin's group was second and luqman's group was third if I'm correct :) Luqman's group cheer was the funniest. He stood up and went "are you guys sure???" The rest" COCK-SURE!!!" and everyone burst out laughing. Class joke :)

MT lesson - A frigging 1 and a half hour of chinese. BUT luckily, Chen Jing got a sec 1 class she have to follow for orientation :) so she was not there. BUT unluckily, Mr chu next door dragged all of us to his room to do a 2009 'O' levels chinese paper >=(. It was still quite ok though. Didn't manage to finish the last 2 questions as I wasn't really giving my best. But I did give it a try. Just need to try harder next time :)

Bio - New teacher. Mrs mabel ng. Quite an okay teacher though. Just that she's soooo direct!! She's like "so guys, you must remember not to wear tight jeans k? Otherwise your sperms will be affected" ._. But quite a good teacher I must say. Good notes and good animations :)

Scouts - Suppose to put up banners~ So didn't went for the meeting. Don't wanna talk about scouts here as something happened.

First 2 days of school~

2010-01-05T21:06:00.000+08:00

4th January~

Went to school in a happy mood. But my mood got ruined when DM and P started their super long talks. Even though they ensured that it would only last for a short while .__.

Went back to class. Did the usual stuffs, my seat is in the corner again!!! :(

Did the target settings stuffs. I only want a B4 for my chinese =D. But I hope I can get a B3 for it during O levels~ The other subjects, Sciences and combine humans and english and maths~ I just want a A2 or B3.

After that, went back to hall to listen to P talk again. She told a story titled 'Later'. Wasn't really listening though. Mind was wandering off somewhere else.

After School, went to scout den. Supposed to put up banners that day. But there was only 3 person including me. So we pushed it to wednesday. Went to buy my 4A e maths textbook after that. Saw her and talked a little bit. Went home after that.

Today: Chiong geog in the morning. Didn't manage to finish though. Nvm, shall hand in the next lesson. Rushed english and chemistry during recess. But than both don't need hand up on that day!! >=(

Physics: Demonstration by Mr seow was funny. Especially the parallel waves thingy. His explanation really is VERYYY fast though. But still, I managed to capture all the important points =D

A maths. In Mr wun's class. He is..... quite ok I suppose. Got some homework today. Finished 3/4 of it in lesson. Do the remaining 2 questions tomorrow. Forgot to ask him what color file we should get though.

Chinese: I still can't access boshi web!! Went tenchi and also can't access >=(.

It seems that it hates me~ but the feeling's mutual :)

Done a little bit of the book review. Shall finish tomorrow. Anyone know what's the compo topic for chinese on the boshi web? I can't access it!! >=(

Oh well. Shall post until here today. Continue tomorrow :)

New blog

2010-01-05T20:22:00.001+08:00

Started a new blog :) shall start posting everyday~ :)