1/4 through prelims now. Time seem to fly so fast. It seemed just yesterday where I was in sec 3 happily enjoying my time. But now, there's less than 60 days to O levels. Less than 2 months. Less than 8 weeks. Guess it's time that I get serious on my studies.

Quite a few things happened since I last blogged. Some of the better things will be I got closer to my friends. Worst thing will be that images of the past is still haunting me. I should have learned to let go long ago. Why haven't I. Someone drag me out of this living nightmare. No matter how hard I try... The memories still seem to be there. No matter what I do... Perhaps I'm destined to remember it forever? I'm not so sure about anything anymore. Studies and church are the only things that I want to concentrate on right now. Even so, it still hurts.

Juniati told me something yesterday which I seem to find to a shock. Didn't believe that you would actually say that. Well, things change, people change. I changed. Not sure what had gotten into me though. Had friends who came to me and told me that I changed. I became colder again. It just doesn't seem like the old me anymore. I'm trying to figure out what has gotten into me, or rather. I need to. Perhaps one of my happier moments since I last posted would be when Gloria said that I have gotten more optimistic. Not sure how much true is in that now.


Anyway, Science Practical today was a disaster. Spent about 10 minutes figuring out how to open the bag to put the starch. Spent another 2 minutes trying to untie the knot before noticing that the other side is open. It's a complete disaster. I managed to finish the experiment though. Which is a good thing I suppose.

Geography paper tomorrow. Not sure how I will fare. Just praying and studying right now. I'm still at river and coast though. Praying hard that I make it through tomorrow. I need to pull up my humanities mark with my geography. Otherwise I'm pretty much doomed for it.

Shall post till here today. Will post again when I feel like it

Holychef.