Rested on my bed for about one hour just now, this one hour was probably the longest one hour in my life, I am alone at home. My mind started running wild. After Boon Kiat told me something. Perhaps it's time. Perhaps I should do it. Violent thoughts just flashed through my mind just now, they seemed so real... They seemed like De Ja Vu... I am really praying that what happened in my thoughts just now will not happen in reality.. God Bless...

This few days were nothing special.. Heavy rain, floods, orchard flooded again.. Well, the government is continue to push the blame.. Like this,

*floods*
"that was a freak event that happened once in 50 years"

*floods again*
"don't expect singapore to be flood-free"

*floods even more*
"flood is good/"

I seriously do not wish to live in this country where the highest paid government in the world is not doing anything constructive at all to help the country. I do admit that PAP brought Singapore into what it is today, but it does not give them the right to destroy it. As I mentioned before, Newton's Law of Gravity doesn't work on Singapore, for everything that goes up never comes down. Electricity tariff, water, GST, Food, ERP. Everything is going up. Except our salary~ sigh...

This saturday going for a talk on BGR from my church, hope it's helpful and hope I get to meet new friends there. Boon Kiat, if you are reading this, go kay? I will tell you something on that day.

Been chatting with a few people this few days, namely Dipern and Adeline. Good people to chat with :) 'O' level MT oral is tomorrow though, I'm so nervous for it, especially for the passage reading. Sigh....

Lord Bless..

Holychef....